Why...

Both of them felt it
Like they were very deeply connected
Its as if his heart pumped the blood in hers with every beat.
She knew he cared
He knew she cared
But they never connected on a conscious level

She was mesmerised by him
His very Soul seemed to shine through
He was aware that she saw it
But he couldnt do anything about it
And it made him feel insecure
Because nobody had ever noticed it before
He thought it wasnt that significant
But she saw it
And she thought it was beautiful.
Golden, she thought the color to be.
Sparkling golden.
Like sunshine
In the air
It held the colors of the rainbow within it
It left her breathless for a moment
Entranced...

She wondered if he had noticed her
Most of the time she felt insignificant
But if he looked at her
And if he smiled
Just the acknowledgement felt special
She felt special.
She felt loved in a very odd way
Like she knew it, but didnt understand it
At least, not in her heart or mind.
Her Soul knew why she felt that way
But wouldnt let her know
She just felt it was playing tricks on her
Because she didnt know why she was connected to him
Why she felt a connection but didnt know of it
Why she felt it, but couldnt feel it at the same time...
She wished someone would tell her
Or that she could find out why...

She cared for him
Just as he cared for her
In a way neither of them could comprehend
And that scared her slightly
She's also scared that he knows it
Still, she derives comfort that he knows it

What they share is special
Something so beautiful, she wondered
How either of them lived without it for as long as they did
But it's entirety will always remain a mystery
And perhaps in Time, understanding will develop
But until then, they shall continue
With the glances
And the smiles
And all the hidden meanings
And their individual interpretations of such...

She never really chose him
And he never really chose her
Yet they touched each either
On a level only they could access
She feels special
She feels grateful
It happened
But she doesnt know why...

[Written: 12:55 am, 1st May 2007]