Of Source And Soul

Seek not and realize not
Divide and scatter the mind
Abandon its sense despite the senses
And let it wander around blind

Attempt not to deconstruct that
Which was created to exist as one
It bore transformation, yet altered not
Its essence can't be undone

Let the faculties perceive the beyond
And realize an end lacking
Standing in a perpetual Now
Without the edges cracking

It is alive, but imitating life
It's like a universe, without the changing
It is sustaining on shared breath
Without the constant rearranging

Its expanse derives from its eternity
It is a Now, it was Now even then
It births from a Now to dissipate into a Now
And loops back to Now once again

Protracted into greater glory
The Collective Soul shines
The Source of all that emanates
Through distance covered in time

Projected truth in a solid dimension
Assimilated by transparent rays
Allow the immersion from the Within to the Source
Transitioned through timeless days

Arrive to exist, as part of the assembly
Your Nature is now Divine
You are surrounded and built of Source and Soul
Merged into One, sublime.

Chosen

And she

Whose partnership with life
Spanned perhaps a single batch of seasons
Within in a circle
Selflessly offered her most precious belonging
Through Love
Into the folds
Of the Divine Blanket of Light
Considered it spent
In sacrifice
As if entirely on loan
In the purest, most ultimate attempt to teach
Of the limitless strength
Welled deep within the Spirit
To be recognized
Developed
And drawn
The way liquid fills a straw
When one attempts to drink
Filling the vacuum
Comprising the pain and shadow darkness
And restoring a semblance of acceptance
No matter how frail
To build upon.

Let not this experience
Steal your faith in Love
Your stronghold on the Path of Providence
Let it not snatch your will to feel
Pleasure or pain
And leave behind your senses.
Carry no burden
Of this incomprehensible loss
But allow for your Soul to breathe in
Its meaning and purpose.
It is not a punishment
But the strongest opportunity
Brought about by the most tremendous of Souls
Surrendering her breath
To demonstrate he lesson
Insuring your growth into the Light
And decanting the truth
Through the most supreme of promises
Dealt to you all
Along your journey.

You were rich for her presence then
For her life was solely for you
And her radiant glow continues to burn
Igniting your strength
With the stamina of understanding
Illuminating your road ahead
And enriching your Soul
The way only she could
The reason for which she was Chosen.

Spiritual Revolution

Dont you ever feel consumed by guilt

Or fear, or anger, superstition or greed

For these aren't the materials of which you are built

Nor the ones you should want or need

Stop worrying about fitting in or blending
Hang up your fears and leave your ego on the shelf
No need to act, and you can stop pretending
Just give up control and be yourself.

That's where it begins, that's where it starts
Like a collective breath of your Soul and Essence
It's the sum and integration of all your parts
Acknowledging all the layers of your presence

It's where you'll find all your answers
The whole spectrum, unbent and true
It's natural, like music to singers and dancers
The place where you're safe, where your heart can renew

Where Love shouldn't be therapy for your Soul
But rather it's essence and design
Where it's Truth will set you free and make you whole
And your Heart, Mind and Soul align

Tell your Alternate Self, though it may squirm
That you no longer feel its need
Hold on to your Truth, be firm
No matter how much it may beg and plead

Allow your being to be guided by the Force
Where your heart is open and and you can clearly see
Just flow into yourself, follow your Source
What you are comes out to Be

There are no thoughts and your mind is free now
What matters is - you're you
Basic, beautiful, unique - and how!
Stop looking around for a clue

The Treasure lies buried within you
It's not riches, diamonds or gold
Release your doubt, it'll come into view
As the bounty of Wisdom and Love manifold

The time has come to embrace your Light
It's time for a Spiritual Revolution
Live through your Soul with your Love burning bright
It's the one and only, the Ultimate Solution.

Passion Flute

The air was laden with the sound
This miraculous sound
That filled her lungs as she breathed
And painted vibrancy in the colours around her
Her skin tingled as though she had been touched by a playful breeze
She could almost taste this ribbon of sound
As this music transcended all her senses
And stimulated her Soul to witness its depth.

She was abound with its hypnotic quality
She could experience a calm
Coupled with an enthusiasm that made her dance
She didnt want to stifle it
Not this time
Not again.
She desired to blend with this Heavenly sound
And allow it to fill her
The way sunlight flows into an empty room through its window
And blooms into each corner
Submerging it in its radiance.

She was uplifted to sense the awe
Of the atmosphere it created
With each note that was released.
She felt adrift
As though upon a cloud
Soaking up the sky
And locking fingers with the sunshine, in mirth.

Yet a soaring feeling swept up inside
As though she was unfurling out of her deepest self
And she felt what it truly meant to be alive.

It was just the Flute
But,
It was just this Flute
That seemed to gather her Heart, Mind and Soul
And merge them together
Where they resonate as one
Alongside the trills and frills of this Flute Song.

With each vibration of its sound
She gained access further into the well of her Soul
And could permeate through this tangible dream on the flip side
Living in two worlds at once
As a single form of energy.

Parts of the Flute's shining sound even seemed human to her
And she absorbed this within her
In the quiet canyons of her Soul
To tap into when she needed a friend
To derive comfort
And incomprehensible joy.

Drawn into the waves of the slippery voice of this Flute
She felt like a piece of satin
Fluttering over the shoulders of the winds
Flying high and low
Free as the air around her.

Words refused to contain meaning now
And she could only resign to flow in tune with this rainbow of a song
Enchanted
Enthralled
Enriched
And forever distilled in the pure and tender embrace of this Flute
Singing
So passionately.

Nightingale - Yanni
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GhV2ceRw2N4

Metamorphasis

He stands unsheltered upon the rock-face cliff
But he grows no fear for the height of the fall
He only stares out and above for the message
To display for him solutions to his wonderings

He carries the desire to fulfill himself
In learning, understanding and accepting
He wishes to end this estrangement within
And extricate himself from its malignant grasp

He knows it represents a quest
Which shall be rocky to conquer
But he is prepared to tolerate and sacrifice
To engage in the attainment of this Peace

He is halfway there, with his resolve
But can see the mountains ahead
He grabs a fist full of determination
And lets himself take a white step of faith

Unafraid, he ploughs through clouds of confusion
And dusts the blindness off himself
He wipes shadows clear from the root
And emerges through gusts of darkness, undefeated

He looks about himself and sees no injury
He sifts through the winds and races on
Suddenly he sees the crux of his journey in front of him
And stops, tranquil, to claim his breath

Simplicity was that breath of silence
That pondered upon diffused thoughts
He would no longer sink into his abstract life
But rekindle himself, in what remained unshattered

Quiet belief would reign unrestricted
Followed by tender surrender
He would bathe in this profound calm
And hold patience in his hands once more

He is engulfed by a Peace beyond passion
His knowledge is reimbursed by a blinding flash
His polish would be renewed by this light
As his arms eagle out to receive

Shyness has dissolved in the ground beneath him
And apathy refuses to linger on
He can now feel no restraint to change
And un-sense surprise, wonder and amazement

He has no need for acid tears
And allows them to swim into evaporation
He is purified by the abandonment of the false
And releases his dreams from his depth to oblivion

He is crippled no further by ego
he fosters no attachment to guilt
He can forgive who he used to be
And now embrace who he has become

His heart filters what is unrequired
His mind guides, but follows his path
He derives his strength from pure will and breath
While his Soul, as his essence, is what we now see

The Floor Became The Floor Again

As the thick, bold tears fell from her eyes
She clutched at the walls for solace
She was weak with every tear
And could not unbreak what had happened to her.

She folded herself and simmered to the ground
Holding herself, to replace the absence of another
The tears continued to fall
Alongside the searing pain.

She had gotten lost outside herself
She had forgotten what it meant to be peaceful
Happiness had become a concept
And love was storybook material.

She touched the floor beneath her
It was cold and hard, but smooth
"Smooth," she thought, "It's almost seamless"
But took comfort in the fact that it was solid

Solid, unlike the pain she felt
Tangible, like something to hold
For so long, she had wandered in an unreal life
But here, the floor embraced her.

All was not as it should have been
Demons from within had led her without
She was fed lies from the people she trusted
And what she possessed, she had no need for.

Quietly, she gave in to her tears
Allowing her eyes and self to softly burn
She could no further think, speak or feel
But blindly pressed her hand to the floor.

She surrendered all she believed
And harboured no lust, nor fear, nor anger
An explanation didn't matter now
She only wanted to let go

Un-see the seen
Un-think the thought
Be allowed to fall and upright herself
Unburdened with guilt or excuses.

In a moment untouched, she felt a ripple within
As though her heart were pressed back into place
She felt her Soul begin to softly glow
She was now calm, at rest, but still to be at peace.

The floor now felt warm beneath her tips
She no longer crouched within herself
A soaring love enveloped her Soul
And her eyes closed, burning no more.

She saw the glow and touched the love
It was no dream, nor illusion, nor farce
Suddenly she understood all so clear
And the floor became the floor again.

Exhausted, but starting to feel complete
She noticed her breathing deepen and liven
She witnessed the sweet sound of her heartbeat
And she absorbed the punctuated solitude into each piece of her being.

She was dazed, but in the clear
Slightly dizzy, but strong with resolve
Her eyes were moist, but only to replenish
Her comfort was now the calm that surrounded her.

She was alone, yet no longer felt so
In her quiet, her peace was restored
She smiled and lifted herself to full measure
And breathed from within, in the wilderness no more.

A Journey Within

It's a Journey Within.
A Journey of the Soul
From the Soul
To the Soul.

It's a complex concept -
Where the Source, path of Journey and Destination are the same
But yet exist on a parallel
On the same dimension.

Traversing the veins of thoughts
Climbing over the mountains of the Mind
And swimming in the rivers of the Heart
Imagination and Faith are your guides
Breaths of wind blow, soft breezes
Each step feels right.

You carry your saftey gear of Love, Courage and Hope
And a backpack full of Determination, Strength and Resolve
You feel warmer from Within with each step
And you feel the glow emanating from your centre
And encompassing your Soul.

The sun shines through your eyes
And the moon beams through your smile
You blossom with the light of uncountable Suns
You are no longer lost in the thick of black, unknowable space
But ARE that Guiding Light
And just know -
You exist in the Universe and the Universe exists in you
And your Soul is One with Infinity
In that realized moment.

You're alive like you're never been
And this is what is real.
This is your Truth.

Who you are, your Source and Destination were never different
But you just live through it all
To see yourself grow
To help others grow
So that when you return
You level of Spirit has evolved
Even though your Essence remains constant.

It's a Journey Within
A Journey of the Soul
From the Soul
To the Soul.
It's not a circle, nor a straight line
There is no defined or constant shape
But it is Divine.
You can never get lost
The Light is always shining
Within or Without
And that's all you'll ever need to know.

You Are Soul

You are Soul.
Undisguised
Unique
Unending and Infinite
Unquestionably Pure
Resolutely Divine
The manifestation of Holy Energy
That holds the Wisdom of Time unbound.

You are Indestructible.
Undefeatable.
Untouchable.
By any Force.
Event.
Feeling.
Person.
By Space.
By Distance.
By Time.

You are Defined.
Emanating your Light in each depth and beyond
Your Passion is unstoppable
Like the waves of you Talents
And your Courage is exemplary
You are unshakably Just
Your resource is your Resilience
Your refuge is your Trust
And Faith
As your unwavering belief in your Core
Fills your strength.

You are Undoubted.
Filled with power that stems from Guidance
Granted to you from Spirit
Who is ever loving
And compassionate beyond compare or measure
Never will you flail
Or want for more
She will lead you to the Answers
That will complete your Heart and Mind
Your Emotions and your Spirit
And expand your Soul with the Wisdom
Of the Truth
Of which you are born
and will always contain.

You are Unquantifiable.
Your exceptional Strength will resonate
Your Excellence will glisten
Your polished Magnificence will continue to burn
You are the shining concentration
Of the Light
Of uncountable millennia of Knowing
Nothing can consume you
Or encompass you
Or break you apart.

You Are Soul.

Reborn

Grasped by the power of her thoughts
She was overwhelmed at the magnitude
The magnitude of emotions that enveloped her
Cascading through her mind
Each memory, so clear
She couldn't seem to let go
Even to those memories which were not hers
There was a begging
It was as though in a distance
She could feel it's intensity
She could hear it
Softly at first, then louder
At a point, each word began to pinch her
The pinching turned to blows
She was knocked unconscious
But she felt the begging, constant
She could still hear it
It was coming from within her
She could not tell from where though
Whether it was her Heart or Mind
She felt a questioning in her Soul
She didn't like the feeling
She wanted to let go
To disappear
To be free and fly away.
It hurt her to be unconscious
So helpless
And it hurt to feel so much and not be able to release the pain
She wanted to grow
Out of herself, out of this unconscious identity
She had so much care within her
For so many people
She wanted to help
But didn't know how
That desire was so strong
Like an unquenchable thirst
She didn't know what to do
She hated helplessness
And hated herself for being so helpless
But she loved herself for caring so much
And wanting to help
She was torn
Within her own mind
Within her own body
It's like she understood so many things without knowing them first
She felt developed in many areas
But she felt sorely lacking in others
She hated this half - half quality
She wanted to be complete
She cared, and it moved her so much that it did
She couldn't stop the tears
But saw a goodness in that
And cried out her Soul's worth in tears
She felt the unfeelable pain
She drowned in the shallowness of that pain
The unknowable pain, the unseeable pain
The pain, she felt, was a crime to be aware of it
Just the knowledge of it hurt her
She felt guilty to know about it
Not knowing how she got to know about it
She hated feeling guilty
She knew that feeling guilty meant you did something wrong
She didn't want to feel that she's done something wrong
The pain...
The pain wont go away
She was wallowing in her negativities
And then her mind stops
Her Heart stops
Her Soul takes one more breath.
She steps out of herself
And she's reborn
She's not free yet
Just reborn
The pain is gone
It's washed clean
She feels new, but she's not
She knows so much but wants to learn more
The caring has increased
She doesn't know why, but it has
She feels more deeply than before
She can see things for what they are
She can see the Truth
There are so many things she knows
But she feels incomplete
She needs to find the water
The ocean full of things she wants to know
The Answers.
The place where she can validate the Truth she knows
Where there are guarantees
Where she's not afraid
Where she can care and love
She needs to find that place
To be One with herself and something Higher.

[Written: 12:40am, 1st May 2007]